[Note] The Sign

After all moment we passed , I know at least, we're never getting back together. I never expected you will respond what I did for you untill now. You're the girl who can't I touch untill this time, we had different world, different feels, and different faith. But why untill now, honestly, i can't released you. 

You're the women can changed my important part of me, its the way of my faith. Why with that? Yes, when I with you ago, I always pray  you never leave me, so that I always do my faith, "Shalat" with fervently. I think its big change where happened at my soul. Its good, isnt right? 

That strongest reason I still hope you will back for me, i dont care if you dont have feels like before, I can accept it. I just want we can made story or made little conversation. I never beg you to answer all I do for you. But now, that is like imposible thing. You made space to me. I accept, I now for low or fast time, it will happened. But there are one thing never change, I always tuck your name when I pray, wish that we can star up like we first met. There are no lies, no feels, or no awkward. 

Last, I want watch you sing at Katedral, but why always time who is break what I want. Its that your sign God, to forget her? Its word appear when I fault watch you last sunday. I really disapointed, because its not first time, The time not give me chance to what.. show that I still care about you. 

Is it time for me to leave you? Its fact, I can't accept untill now. And the fact too, I still pray that we can back when we met at first. 

-For The girl who had beatifull smile for me-